Table Tennis

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Do you know?
Do you know?


Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

If birds flying south is a sign of changes
At least you can predict this every year
Love, you never know the minute it ends suddenly
I can’t get it to speak
Maybe if I knew all the things it took to save us
I could fix the pain that bleeds inside of me
Look in your eyes to see something about me
I’m standing on the edge and I don’t know what else to give.

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
How can I love you?
If you just don’t talk to me, babe.

I flow through my act
There's a question: Is she needed?
And decide all the man I can ever be.
Looking at the last 3 years like I did
I could never see us ending like this.

Do you know?


Seeing your face no more on my pillow
Is a scene that’s never ever happened to me.

Do you know?

But after this episode I don’t see
You could never tell the next thing life could be

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

Do you know?
Do you know?
Do you know?
Do you know?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?

Do you know what it feels like loving someone that’s in a rush to throw you away?
Do you know how it feels?
Do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed?
Do you know, do you know, do you know, do ya?
Do you know how it feels?

Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do ya?
Do you know? Do you know? Do you know? Do ya?


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Happy 19th Sweetheart

Saturday, July 14, 2007

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Yupz....11th July 2007...I took my beloved close friend to Genting Highlands to spend a day there because it's her birthday!!!

meet the birthday gal...aka...my girlfriend...aka...my close friend...aka...kayal!!!

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well...the day really started off slow as we got there at 9...and only got the 11.30 bus...aihz....worst was...cable car was on maintenance.....sad!!! I miss the cable car!!!
Lucky baby got a free ticket to the outdoor theme park so...teman her go...keke....we went on the rides....was fun but I didn't get the Space Shot cause the line was super long!!...it's a normal Wednesday but the place was pack with locals and Middle East people....It as bad to share a bus with them..they think their currency is hell great and think this country is theirs...poorly behaved people...uncivilized....

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*From the Ferris Wheel looking out...keke*

So..birthday girl got her present on the way up to Genting and on the way back down to KL...small stuffs....a bracelet....keke...glad you love it!!!

It was a great day...keke.....2nd birthday with her...since the first was at Pyramid with friends...=D

with her birthday passing by...that leaves me at 18...still that young small boy....sobs sobs sobs...
o ya ya...gotta thank Lily for helping me out with the choice of the bracelet stuffs!!!


Happy 19th Sweetheart!!!


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Guys?

Friday, July 06, 2007

Hmm Hmmm Hmmmm....many times friends ask me to intro friends....especially gals....
Honestly...not many great guy friends I have...well as you know...guys ma....boys will always be boys and its hard to find a decent simple guy who knows how to strike the balance and be at the top of their game...

Well..so far....only came up with 3...since these 3 guys will be my fastest reaction if I were to intro them....

wokayz...so bachelor no.1 is.....my classmate from form 5...Garrett Ng!!!

Status: Don't know
Currently: Upper 6 in SMK SS17
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I always known him as my close friend...hardly,rarely hides who he is.....what you see is what you get...friendly and patient,a genuine person!!! He's the son of a famous pastor in Malaysia *shall leave that blank*. Though hardly in contact, rarely see him but I know he's still who I believe he is....that's why he's on my page right now..keke...



Next would be......Joel Stephen
Status: Single
Currently: Technically my junior in college in the same course but he's 21 this year

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What's up with the weights?..o he thinks its a chick magnet thingy...*jkg* that's he's life la...can't say much...maybe he emo ke..I don't know...but this guy is super friendly and nice....best part is he really really know how to hide the negative emotions quite the well...or maybe he's just happy all the time...He listens very well...He's someone who is really great to have around....so gals out there....if you play Fifa....this is the best guy to play with...actually I also can...we are crazy people!!!!



Third...hmmm.... Chang Wern Sern
Status: Single
Currently: ADP in SEGi College

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okok....he being with that cute so the adorable puppy can melt many gals already right...keke..guys with dogs...nice....keke....what I like bout this guy here is his hair...haha...*so gay* but he's also a very decent person who is willing to listen....just to bad he loves his chopper-like bike rather than looking at gals...since he has been so close to one till is only just like a sister...gosh...these guy here can dance!!! bonus no.2 right....don't tell me gals don't like guys who dance? plus...plus...he's modest...very modest...despite me bullying him..keke...unlike some1 who thinks he's hell great just because he can dance....but this Malaysia...is what you call a real guy....!!! keke..


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All seems parallel...

Thursday, June 28, 2007

ya....all in life seems fun and happening as the new semester just kicked in earlier this month....how my month started? Hmmm....best outing was of course to Aquaria!!! with who? my deer girlfriend or course...who else??

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*woo...I'm holding a turtle....is it even allowed? You think this is bad...haha...wait till I told you what my sayang did*
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*photo thanks to Daniel Goh Jee Sheng*









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*to do list: feed fish, eat lunch, see shark, poke boyfriend's belly....poke again....*


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*sweet memories...*
Month carried on as I finally started to play Command & Conquer 3 with Joel....till now....with Ken and Boon as well....flattened!!! keke...of course it's the best guy time without weed or alcohol....just old school Half-Life and Fifa 2007...keke


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*finally getting a picuture while battle....Ken & I on the same team....flooding Mammoth across Rocktagon!!!...*

Random Magazine is in tomorrow!!! finally.....*I'll just end this section here due to "sensitive" issue* So my friends who waited so long for it.....come come to see me to get it kayz!!!



So..magazines out....nice times with friends...what else....oya...just to say it again....*I know it's gay but....ya...I love my gal.....especially when she eats mash potatoes!!!*

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*cute*

And tomorrow....TRANSFORMERS!!! Finally...with my gal, Syah and the most unsuspected...Janet...keke.....and I got good seats for THX!!! woo hoo!!! can't wait....I just finish my novel not long ago....loved it....have the imagination....need the REAL DEAL!!!!.... Best part today when I was lining up to get my Dad's and Sis' tickets, a stranger approached me and be nice to me...hoping I would buy for him cause the queue was chaotic!!! Then, I got it.....unexpectedly...he tipped me RM 10....I'm like....don't have to but be insisted...take lor...keke. I'll add the pictures soon...keke.....but life in June....hmmm...great!!! and results for last semester was acceptable...at least for my own...

*my novel!!!....yes I know my bedding is gay....*
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This is What I Got...

Friday, June 22, 2007

A high score!!!
from you....
Alvin...made me see this game....got me quart-ly addicted to it...hah!!!! quite high leh my score!!!!

2,340 ft
man!!!

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Where Art Thou?

Thursday, June 21, 2007

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Man I've been searching high and low for this book in Malaysia...Guess what MPH & Borders told me....ordered but don't know when it's arriving...
sad right? it was released in America at the end of May...now is mid June already!!! I want my novel!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, June 17, 2007

People tend to move to better offers these days
"hey...nothing personal, it's just business"

Why...?
would these people start a new?
rather than being in their comfort zone?
to start all over from scratch...

Some tend to stay out and not come home,
cause its a whole great life at night...
but what about the loved ones waiting for you at home?
It's not about the beauty or the looks that keeps him out
how she talks keeps the man pondering...
on how things used to be 10 years back...

Why cheat on your loved ones?
When there were truly there for you?
Why have sex with a stranger when you guy is out?
Is it that he hasn't please you?
or he's sleeping with someone else?
or is it that he's not home?
the diamond ring was too small perhaps..?

It is sick, not adventurous
demoralized, and yet again....sick...
disgusting act by a human being...
both man and woman

why leave the ones love you behind?
for the ones you love?
this is madness
and stupidity...

People who cheat in money are already bad
What about those who cheat in love?
What are they then?


Who is the one who makes you breakfast?
Carried your generation...
Who is the one who put rice on the table?
Bought your diamond ring...

Safe?

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Well, it was like no other Fridays when I decide to go book hunting in KL...so I took a Rapid bus to KL. But what I didn't expect is to witness crime first hand right before my eyes in less than a feet in front of me....Some 4-6 big huge fat bastards started to push themselves in the bus for "apparently for no reason"...and sadly I didn't even realize that their main hidden motive is to pick pocket....and their victim was an poor thin old man....got pushed and pull badly....

Well...I was hell scarred cause of how it happen.....
O ya...the Rapid KL bus driver.....he was dead useless and couldn't care much about the incident....leaving the poor old man at the bus stop...coz the old man got down the bus also la..

I'm not trying to say that Malaysia is really unsafe....*but the naked fact...it is la..*
and since its Visit Malaysia year 2007...I'm not gonna lie to the tourist but it is still great to be here on holiday but be extra careful...AND NO citizen like me don't want you here to bring in your money...but I'm more on checking you out...=D

haha...but to locals who travel on public transport alot...just keep an eye of your surroundings alright...

Answers to your Q's

Thursday, June 14, 2007

To most of my friends....which still care bout me...or at least still know that I exist....
This post is for you guys......My Life So Far....

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big fat sloth...that's me...*winks*turn off!!!*

As usual....I go to college early and go back late at some days,
still the same small boy,
joke lame-ly,
blur,
act stupid,
brand conscious!!!
broke.....and many more....

To some who ask bout my love life....

answer is ya...I'm in a relationship with someone....scroll down to see if you really wanna know...*for those who know freaking alot....errr.......This is way better than before...solid truth, though I might complain due to current state of mind....but yeah, I'm happy where I am know*

About life in college...
er....more coz I'm way more verbal compared to high school and all....made so many nice friends...laughing buddy, movie kaki, assignment team.... and the best non-machine-nor-robot multi-tasking chiq....damn freaking intimidated by her...

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*Jee Sheng, Semm, Syah*Dec 06,Semester 3*

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at brother Joel's birthday celebration....=p Happy 21 man!!!

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Daniel....damn hard la this idiot test you give me..*he couldn't even spell idiot...keke*


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waliu...damn nice wei graphics!!!
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This is the actual owner.....damn blur with the game-console...recently delete the saved files... a smart buy, good negotiation tool when she takes my girlfriend away for "girltalk" or girl time....or what ever you gals call it la...


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with Sebastian, Joy and Elaine in the computer lab laughing our asses off...*actually they laugh at my chinese accent,teruk right? Joy laughed till tears came out....riiiiiiite*
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*ama elaine*:No deal...NO DEAL....open some more.....I want more money!!!
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poke bloons!!!keke...*the game is bloons...keke...*

The people I miss so much in high school are:

Garrett Ng*brother*most love*
Shu Fei*sister*most love*
Aida*=D*
Deeviana *my Co-CNN anchor*
Cassandra *miss you kinda most...keke!!!*
Rakesh, Jayso, Samuel*The 3 stooges of my class!!!*


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*cass & I*
#thank God I have you guys in my life!!!#

MixMatch

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Haha...it's the start of the new semester and ya....I got a whole new set of stuffs to go college with...and the best so far to keep me happy in colour is my Adicolor!!!...woohoo!!!*I know I'm outdated......go away!!!! >.<*

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Hunting for it is dreadful....but lucky Alam Sentral has it...the ones in Pyramid are only the LA-LA models which no way I'll go with...but sadly few days later I saw some in Mid Valley...Pink and Gray....it's on sales now though...so grab your Adidas product fast!!! good discount there. *I SO want an Adidas Originals jacket...*

So...with this Adicolor...I now have bout....6 pairs of shoes!!! woo hoo!!! like a gal only right? ish ish ish....yes i know...I'm spoilt....but I got some of the shoes myself ok...haha....


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Moving...*Clean Cut*

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Here it is...preview of the next issue of Random Magazine...
nice right?
Design is thanks to my Editor, who made my favorite brand looking nice!!!
Ain't it simple and nice at the same time....kinda of a last minute write up, thanks to a slacking writer within the team....

But thanks to him, here I am speaking aloud for my NIKE...keke....


bout the mag....errr...juz bear with us...it's coming out soon....*pretty soon*
So all you loyal 1st issue readers....I promise you won't be disappointed =D

For the Love of....

As I walk pass, my heart rattled...
wonder what it meant,
to have it when I already do...
just another,
a new...

but what about the old?
should I just leave it alone...
I knew the new will be hard...
hurt and haunt...wanting back the old...

where will my wants stand?
where will my needs be?
I'm sick of being........

Ku Tunggu Untukmu

Thursday, May 31, 2007

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
And I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then I can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?


So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be


So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you


It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You gotta be feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.


Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But you're telling me it wont be enough


So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you


So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
That is not how you want it to be

Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing I do


Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don't know what else I can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life

Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what I have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.
 

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