Last Christmas I Gave You My Heart

*was just humming that song the whole of Sunday...*


It was Community Day yesterday and I "performed" for cheerleading as how I mentioned in my earlier post...keke. Terrible...that's the one word I would say about the Marketing team, on how they treated the cheerleaders. Since I was part of them in that performance...I was treated like crap to as I had to lay out the mat with Sarah, I Lyn and Kayal. The performance started around 10 something...and I felt so nervous because I rarely perform in front of public. To add the weight, I was supporter for both Kayal and Mun Ying...It was so sad because the first set of stunt failed because Mun Ying didn't go up but I supported Kayal well...keke. James was on a high coz his set was went well *making him so hyped up that he really wanna join Phoenix now...gosh!!!*
Later then...afternoon's performance was canceled due to hot weather and minor fatigue*they had to save energy for Sunday's competition* Overall..the Community Day this year was better I guess thanks to the many participating booths and games. Nice work....not great....just nice...hope they execute it better and think more about the student.



"It was almost a year ago...I stood by the steps and watched you cheer...I had to be there as I missed the morning performance..."

"A year later....2007, here I am once again....but right now, I right next to you...performing with you and holding your hand after the performance"


~~~It so surprising what can change in 10 months...But I'm so blessed with nice friends and a great companion~~~


Sunday!!!!! Many Many things happened on this Sunday....LOVE IT LOTS!!! keke...It started off with my dental appointment...good news is that my gap is finally closing up *finally* After that, I waited for Boon for so long.....*sobs* I was still at Subang Jaya at 1 p.m. coz Boon wanted to have lunch....and I told my baby that I'll be there at Cineleisure around 1.....Anyways..I made it there almost 2...just in time before they started...keke...*I navigated the way...noobs la the passenger in Boon's car...sit like boss only*

Event started!!!!
There were so many chicks there... some think they're so hot, so cool, so whatever....really got on my nerves.... But I was there only for one sole reason...to support my baby =D and Phoenix. We had the best guy cheer as we went crazy shouting....standing on trolley and sitting on friend's shoulder....made the Damansara girls shut up for a full 3 minutes!!! In between, I met Ashraf Sinclair and her sister in Nike not far from the Charm cheerleading competition...and I took pictures with them...Phoenix's performance was second last...*I mean the turn to perform* but we guys and some other girl friends waited for them!!!




Waiting for results really sucked cause it took ages....the most shocking thing happened at that time...I was pushed out by my friends for a DANCE game...omg....I DON'T DANCE AND MY FIRST EXPOSURE was in front of many crazy gals who I know got lots to say...it wasn't only 1 level watching...but up to 5 levels of the shopping mall....damn I was freaked out.....it became worst when it started of with a gal shaking what she has the way she should to....While she was performing..I thought to myself...What am I gonna shake? my 34 AA cup size man boobs? or worst...my flat ass? Lucky no one video-ed my "dance"..... just 2 days and all my water face just go down the drain...*I had many laughs performing for Phoenix on Community Day....* but but...I'm sporting ok....beat that!!!




Hmm....Phoenix didn't make it but but....it was a really good attempt and good exposure as most members don't have cheerleading background unlike Kayal and Sarah. Good job gals...!!! After all was done, the girls, James and I headed to Kim Gary in Curve....Sadly...it was my first time eating in Kim Gary...

*Cause it's you and me*

Everyone soon left me after dinner....a loner again as usual although it's not a college day...but fear not...there's a going that says "I'm Daniel...of course got friends everywhere"
So...ya...I met Henry...my saviour....he's brother's gal send me home....before that I didn't know how to go back...what mattered was I wanted to be there to support my baby!!! So, I hang around with Henry, take pictures of the Champions League booth...disturb Joel a little before I went back....Can't believe it Henry's brother's girlfriend saw me dance.....so embarrassed...tsk tsk tsk


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And The New Formula 1 Season of 2007 Is..................GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hearing the commentator saying that after a long awaited time...it has brought so much joy and adrenalin rush to me though I'm few hundred miles from Albert Park Australia... Forget Arsenal...forget Barcelona....this is the REAL DEAL now!!!
Kimi Raikkonen who was on a winning drought in Mclaren Mercedes is now the heir of Micheal Schumacher and....he continued Ferrari's winning streak with style and composure. But, its sad to see Raikkonen leave Mclaren Mercedes as that is my favorite team.....*nicest car!!!*. So....now...a dilemma on who to support.... but I'm happy with last weekend's result as Kimi finished first, followed by World Champion Fernando Alonso and newbie rookie Lewis Hamilton. Great drive by Lewis Hamilton...especially in the first corner...well deserved podium. He *Lewis* even lead the Grand Prix for 4 laps...amazing amazing rookie....wait a minute...He's no rookie to me!!! Lets not forget BMW Sauber which has also been great at the start...leaving Renault pondering what's happening to their winning car.


KIMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


*Still Icy in Red?*


*Next 3 Kings*

*Spoiler between Kimi & Alonso?*
Next stop...Malaysia!!! one of the best circuit of the season...it maybe freaking hot or raining cold...who knows??? but one thing for sure is that there's only 1 tire supplier which is Bridgestone, offering hard and soft tires...and both type of tires must be used in a race.

8th April.....lets countdown!!!

An End...

3 out of 4 movies that I've watch in the time frame of 7 days has shown hope to the hopeless, courage for the cowardice, and strength for the weak.

First was the Bridge to Terabithia on last Friday which I went with Daniel Alfred which the only part of the movie that really planted an impact was the part where Leslie Burke died *poor...she's so sweet!*. She brought imagination into Jesse Oliver's life...who was a artistic but a lonely kid. Leslie on the other hand had about the same luck on getting friends too until she met Jesse. After finding Terabithia, both Leslie and Jesse bonded well as they spend time away from reality and enter the imaginary world. Why did she had to die in that movie?..so that Jesse can regret that he didn't bring Leslie along to the museum?that he was selfish and wanted time alone with his hot chick music teacher? For me, he took her for granted...wanting time away from her that he didn't know that she will die on that day. Leslie was always there for Jesse, supporting him and encouraging him as he was always alone before she appeared in his life... Among the sweetest thing she did was getting him a box full of paint knowing that his passion was drawing. But did he really appreciate her? or it was just a brief moment of appreciation when he received the present? It was too late when he realized how important Leslie was to him and nothing can bring her back from the dead. That's how I look at it...that we can never ever take a loved one for granted though it's only for a day...


Six days later....I skipped my first class for this semester to watch Pan's Labyrinth with my beloved and Steph Teoh. Though I had watched bout half the movie *skipped parts* at home but I enjoyed and understood the whole movie on Thursday itself. Princess Moanna was curious about the outside world that she fled to the surface...sadly with all her memories wiped out but her parents, the King and Queen of the Underworld hoped that she'll return one day. Years later Ofelia *Princess Moanna* moved in with new father as her mom remarried and barred the Captain's child. Though it was a Spanish movie...they had the same thinking as Chinese...or maybe the olden days as a son is very important. Well, her mom was sick because of her pregnancy and her step dad was least bothered about her presence. Ofelia reads a lot of fairytale stories that her parents think that she's delusional. She met a faun who recognize her as the long lost Princess Moanna. She was tested with 3 tasks to prove that she's really Princess Moanna before the full moon. The last task was the task that got her shot dead by her step dad as she was told by the faun to bring her younger baby brother to the Labyrinth. But as she died, her blood drips down to the Labyrinth and was welcome back by her parents. It was a test by the faun when the faun wanted a drip of the baby's blood...but she refused. She made that sacrifice...knowing that she might return to the underworld if she followed what the faun said....but instead, she sacrificed for her baby brother whom she barely knew. Her death was priceless... because she gave up what she wanted most for the one she cared...How many of us these days are willing to sacrifice our wants...our desire...our passion.........for someone that is or will be very important in our life? but the person who is willing to do so.....is a person of great value.
*sweet*



Lastly...300 dead Spartans but King Leonidas was the main character as he was King. He started a war that can be avoided if he just pay the "taxes". Oh well, he's a Spartan and my guess is that he's very frustrated about his wife's skill in bed that he had to go out killing hundreds of soldiers. Ok Ok, the fact is I think is that Spartans lived by the words, no surrender, no turning back and lots more of ball-ful statement. But what was his death means? Did he go into history just because he killed alot of people like gamers these days with high frags on CounterStrike? He died living by the law of Spartans that will be passed down to the next generation...but if he didn't and decide to pay the "taxes"...there won't be this movie...there won't be 300 Spartans that made history. He died keeping a tradition...a very respectful thing to do. It's like in the current time now where some parents really want to keep a tradition going.


The end of these 3 characters has great meaning to it...Remember them...Remember the Name

count to 10

Because if you count to '300'...you'll go crazy....why count to 10 in the first place?
My friend on MSN Messenger thought that he'll get something....so SEWEL!!!

count to 10....it suppose to help us take a breath and calm down when we're really pissed... But reality check....I've only been counting till 8 then back to 1...2...3...4...5...6...7...8
Guess what...I'm performing for my college Cheer team on the SEGi Community Day 2007....which is next week...not to cheer and all...but I'm just a spotter. No...no pictures so far because I look like a poop....haha....soon I'll get some in. hoo hoo....wanna see me perform? come la....*Man Asian are so backwards...I got it like crap during futsal from my friends...but what the heck...I'm kinda into it already....sad,weird or a good thingy?*

I kinda lost it today in front of the Cheer gals as I got yelled by my dad over the phone....called my mom...yelled at her back....there were nice friend(s) there who asked what happen and some just see past through that clear glass.

There was so much to understand about life today as I sit in for a "How to Conduct A Meeting" workshop....well done by the Rotaract Club and the speaker for the day was Mr. Steven Baptist. He taught us alot....and few sayings were really good for all of us who attend the talk. I started asking during the Q & A session and was followed by other people in Leo Club and Rotaract themselves...all asking questions in such a way that their hinting or hitting the other member who is present in the workshop. It was a subtle war zone though I can say.

After I was tired of waiting for Joel, I went lunch with RY/JESS and co. at Garden Cafe in Summit. I gave Jess the biggest scare of her life by just spontaneously saying that there's a lizard on her shoulder...Honestly...there was...an imaginary one that freaked the Celest of Jesslyn Tan. But it was fun having lunch with a new badge of people...cause I blend in pretty well. Before heading back for college, I ran to McDonald to get Fries for Kayal and McFlurry for Ryan *doing a favor*...Damn service was slow today as the workers are and damn idiotic customers...

Futsal was a drag as I felt bad when I'm late for practice.....Felt really bad...
Though I'm just playing a small part in the whole routine thingy, I really wanted to be there on time and work things out...but....anyways...I was there... and I practiced...

at your X BLINDSPOT O



Cold was my soul
Untold was the pain
I faced when you left me
A rose in the rain....
So I swore to the razor
The blithering chained
But your dark nails of faith
Be pushed through my veins again

Bared on your tomb
I'm a prayer for your loneliness
And would you ever soon
Come above onto me?
For once upon a time
From the binds of your loneliness
I could always find the right slot for your sacred key

Six feet deep is the incision
In my heart, that barless prison
Discolors all with tunnel vision


Sick and weak from my condition
This lust, this vampyric addiction
To Her alone in full submission!!!

You Got A Friend In Me?

Friends....
can you live without a friend?
When siblings and parents are hard to turn to when we're down...this is where friends are needed. But how true are friends to you when things really take a toll on you? when life is great? when things turn sour? Is your friend really there for you when you need them? Are you appreciated by them when you're nice to them?

Symbiosis and parasite...what flashes to your mind right now?
Basically, its simple...symbiosis is where you scratch my back and I scratch yours....and parasites? don't tell me you don't know what are those. Friends...I can say...can be divided into those 2 category and I've experience lots of parasites than to symbiotic friends in life. What do we actually get when we be nice to our friends? fame? recognition? praises? cheap publicity? No...we just want the same thing back...or at least be appreciated. Having friends that don't thank you or appreciate you are mostly parasites...which they hardly realize it themselves or maybe their just playing the cards right in their life *God knows....it's a free country*

But...they're still our friends but parasiting on us...people like me still tend to me nice...because it's formalities and still have that dumb hope that the friend will actually realize something. Sadly, they tend to space themselves...pretending they got nothing got to do with you...talking to them is harder than telling a dog to sit. Ya..honestly, I do play the parasite role too...but there's still formalities...like hello, how are you, everything okay?

Symbiotic friends are the ones who are next to us when we need them *at least for the current time*..but it's good enough because we know we can turn to them when we need them. Friends like this are kinda rare these days as the community really change....Teens are really starting to act like the Government at an early age *if you now what I mean*. Therefore, cherish these friends that you have now and don't neglect them...

FEATURE ENTRY: !@$^*Sarah Tan*^$@!

To be noted...this is a one month late Feature Entry...>February<

It's amazing to finally get a chance to write about someone who I argue alot with (smart chiq..man I was digging my own grave that time) and finally got close on professional terms. As how I say about this gal here in the testi I wrote for her in Friendster, she's one hell of complete package like those Matta Fair holiday package to Paris*first class!!!*. Smart, cantik, talented....ala alot la...


Sarah-Me-Kayal [VIP of SEGi College SJ]

The time I really got to know this gal potential when she was named the Editor of Random Magazine...it was end of June 2006 and that was the first time I said hi to her... then soon after she asked be to join in Random as well...fitting in one post below her...and I was really wondering why that spot was empty...haha....*Alot of work...I felt it okay...for the first issue! but of course it's worth while*

That's how it started...hell lots of arguments...rumors that stupidly said between us (OH GAWD....she's my boss..*yes we keep it on Professional levels only*)...and finally yup, we became kinda close friends..*I think???haha*. Not to mention she keeps mentioning about my jeans for months.....gosh.....do you like it now?haha at least I'm not folding it...keke...

At the end of the day...we're somehow connected...Firstly would be Random and secondly...would be through Cheer*baby!!!!*...of course I've nothing to do with it but I know lots about it...thanks to Sarah and *baby!!!* Not to say I'm tired of her face but...hmm....sudah lebih cantik although she's doing work like camels carry stuffs through desert...Strong... very strong gal....Resteper you boss!

Freedom of Speech...

That's what people say..go ahead..it's your rights...say it...but of course don't ever offend the government. But in every teenage blog like mine itself..we teens tend to condemn, express and say whatever they want. Of course we go for a smaller scale since we ain't out there yet working our ass of to put food on the table. So...we expressed about our life, condemn what we don't like and practically cheap publicity to people we hate.

Well, if you think that we teens are so free to express ourselves..think again...we could've been killed by adults who assume they know better, foreign graduate who thinks their one hell of a genius. Broken people who expressed themselves here are tend to be more broken at times due to feedback which are sharper than knives...Some of us..deep inside are looking for an Earthly Saviour that can rebuild them, but instead they get brushed by some Know-it-All Dungu(s). How are teens going to express themselves today...without worrying but to hope that there will be someone who will really listen to them and lend a helping hand...than to people who crush their hope as they themselves who are already filled with it...such as a degree, an own car, a partner, marriage, wealth and power...

For those who are seeking..reaching out...don't ever lose hope because of these Dungu(s). We're always free to voice out what we wanna say...Don't hate the Dungu(s), but instead pity them and pray for them as the light has not shine upon them. Every word you say can save a man's life