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Life is like a box of Wasabi™

This is seriously troubling!




not to mention my exams are crappy...

and I got home to find my fan is breaking apart.... GAH!!!

Lost

Gah.... iMac, wallet, jeans, Chair, Blackberry, sunglasses...

damn... now I'm lost, incapacitated.......not targeting the next big picture makes me feel itchy and lost.... like...hmmm...hum....emmm...ehhhh.....I was THIS.... the one thing that I wanted but killed it....ahhhh emo emo emo.....celaka la!!! I want I want.... but ...haihz... damn emo.....

Not having a dream sucks....feels like I'm losing my way.....!!!

should really cut down on food and L4D.... damn it knowing Qisti, Benjamin, Patrick too well.... it sucks!!! LOL.....

Hour hand ticks, Second hand WHINES!

Tik Tok.....it doesn't feel right....

Suddenly...bodily function gets a kick in the bum. Heart's not beating in rhythm. Fragile.
Sad at my grades.
Sad bout what happened
Pissed at the MOFO that doesn't keep his words. ULTIMATE BASTARD.

I lost my zen that I felt that I achieved days ago or was it last week. And damn ethics Mid-term...gosh. In my head all I think is the lost of zen. zen zen zen zen zen. Was it cause I let it out on the zombies? or was it actually in sleep? or was it that one person?

Anyhow....the stupid concern at the back of my head is money money money. I have enough but always call myself poor... LOL.
I wonder where to invest it though it's just a small sum.
*loving my blackberry though!*
kinda emo not managing the nerve to help my friend. =(

I always forget the greatest things in my life.


I strive too much too fast.
I'm too selfish.
and my conscious was great.


Wishlist is kinda quiet this year.
too cautious to spend.

sensitive side is not showing but I feel like I'm sliding back to it at times

~lost then found (Leona Lewis)

Midterm Madness

Death

Death.... how long can you run from it? How close was it to you? Did it missed you? It was a close call for me last year.... obviously that I'm alive now, I'm taking things for granted again. LOL...

Is death the beginning? or the end? Does death tear someone down? Does it bring life to something so dead? Today, I was stunned, stoned, speechless, petrified.... consoling a friend was hard....very hard, seeing what he was going through made me think lots... :( My friend is a strong person. It was a mini reunion too for the lil old gang.... minus 2 because MIA already; but it was simple...we comforted him....hope he's fine. Where does life stack up? many tried killing themselves over issues that can be solved but they just don't see the solution....while some actually pray that death doesn't come upon them ASAP.


it's been a bleak Tiger year so far....many many has left. But don't be too sad...they are back in God's arms. God loves each and every one of us....don't be too sad over the ones you lost, they're in a better place.~Easier said than done~

Dates Dates Dates

Not as in outings.... but there would be one or two.... haha


1 Nov 1988: Birth date
1993: circumcised, chicken pox
2000: broken left wrist
2003: Supra Ventricular Tachycardia (simple term: heart attack)
December 2003: First handphone
7 May 2004: That first phone conversation
22 May 2004: First date (Starbucks Mid Valley)
28 May 2004: First love (ML)
June 2005: First time on Aeroplane (Langkawi)
3 January 2006: First day at college (SEGi College Subang Jaya)
September 2006: Heaven =D
5 October 2006: I gotten what I worked so hard for (2nd Love) (K)
1 November 2007: First piercing (left ear), First iPod (iPod Touch)
1 February 2008: First day at First job (Machines Sunway Pyramid, Apple Premium Reseller)
March 2008: First Paycheck!
11 April 2008: bought my own computer (iMac)
June-July 2008: Play and Played =\, First time clubbing
27 October 2008: First tattoo
3 January 2009: First day at second college (Inti College Subang Jaya)
3 July 2009: First car accident (and it was fatal!)
15 September 2009: 3rd time...I'm liking this :D
17 September 2009: Second Tattoo

Private Practice Season 3!!!

Beats Gossip Girl's and How I Met Your Mother's Opening.. since I'm yet to watch Heroes and Smallville..... damn it...





I felt move.... so emo....touching.... and nerve wrecking...... :D

GOOD START!

Hate Flashbacks

It hurts..... boo hoo!!! tak suka....

I saw a couple holding hands at Summit just now...young couple. It was at the opposite side of the escalator.

Of all time my sight took me back to the time where you corrected how I should hold your hand. I blushed.

It was ages since I blushed. Guess it was cause it happened at the escalators, that's why memoirs started flashing. Thought it would stop there but it went further...to the time we were at the classy mall walking around like we owned the place. You put my arms around yours. My heart sank. Never did I felt that before in any courtship my whole life. I thought it was perfectly imperfect. It didn't have to sail like the rest. Two moons I had with you were short,sweet and awesome.

All those flashed in the space of 10 seconds...as I reached the end of the escalator. I snapped out of it. Emo...but happy that you were part of my life. You were the best :D

FUCK APPLE ONLINE STORE MALAYSIA

Malaysia means Malaysia la... no matter how good a product/service can be.... Malaysia tetap Malaysia...
FUCKING BABI!!!

why is it called an APPLE ONLINE STORE MALAYSIA when it SINGAPORE handles the order!!! FUCK IT!





52 years Independence... good la... Anti American product, boycott shyt all... how the FUCK the country wanna maju.... all the minister maju poket sendiri and tries to majukan a race which is FUCKING LAZY....

Paid tax and finally opned my Maybank savings account

Fuck Maybank!!!!
the only reason I opened it is because it provides the convenience when I want to bank in my cheque.

The melayu there work so damn fucking slow!!! don't call me racist! cause all Malays what at the counter!.... celaka betul... I sempat take a number, waited for 10 mins! then cycled to MBSA pay tax, come back, buy soya bean and went back in.... and that still had to wait another 10 minutes. OMG! WTF! babi Maybank! you guys should change the tiger symbol to a snail symbol! gosh! but glad I opened it already as last year I was denied...thanks to my fucking MyKad which actually had no problems. Damn Maybank staffs.

I burned the counter gal when she ask me:
Sudah lama ke duduk sini (as in have you live here long?)
I answered without realizing: ya... dah lama I duduk sini.. since 5004.. i siap boleh pigi bayar tax lagi and come back and still its not my turn!
the Teller: tak tak... you dah lama ke tinggal kat KK?
Daniel: o sorry I ingat you tanya benda lain.... ya.... 10 tahun

btw, yes... I did cycled.... no car kan...and no more that someone who can drive me around to do my errands. I look like a old skul small boy or a postman.... damn.... macam tu pun ada....

Frustration...

Seems like Inti gonna get it for the first time....very soon....unless it's settled properly.
The streamyx service is cutting too much
Killed the watch dream
have a bruise from the accident which haven't heal yet
fucking part time wages.
grounded.
weak
sleepy...
okayz... gtg!!! :D nitez

My First FD! Guess I'll kill the watch dream for now.

Byez watch dream.... :( Guess I'll work more onto saving rather than that "lavish" lifestyle that I have....

anyways... I stayed home today and I finally went over to my Bank to transfer my funds to FD....Fixed Deposit, in case there are stupid fuckers who don't know what it is.

Focus Focus on saving now....ahhhh!!!!

To kill? to reduce? or to maintain?

I think it's the ill thoughts that are kicking in... I'm still 80% away from my dream watch... hmmm... and at times I really do wonder whether I really need it or not in the first place. =p
But I still want it though.... but with the Ω priced at 10 k...it seems like to mountains I gotta climb...or I could settle for a Tag

L: the new Aquaracer 500m
R: the Omega Seamaster Diver 300m


The passion died for a moment today =( so sakit hati... hope the spirit picks back up again!
The only reason if I ever get the Tag Heuer is to match my Tag Heuer Sunglass =p

Meet The Car... Now I know How happy I am to be Alive!!

*Friend's Satria GTI*
*Friday Night July 3rd.....

OMG OMG OMG!!!!! TOTALLED!!!! I'm so thankful my friend and I made it out alive!

God is Great!!! and please don't ever take him for granted... make sure you pray every night no matter how good or bad your life is...

2 a.m.

Learn to totally let go... Something which doesn't happen towards your first love. No matter how it ended or what she did wrong, she's always remembered as an angel.

It's almost 3 a.m. and I'm thinking bout it.... all thanks to Facebook. =D

Well, life does not only stop there... My shades isn't back yet. Shopped 2 pairs of Quiksilver shorts. Sold a Macbook. It has been shaky.

Most relevant quote that applies to me right now in my life?
~ I love you, Man!

have you ever wondered (to guys) that chasing girls isn't total happiness? and the phrase bros before ho's is actually important?

Classes with M, movie with R and lunch with Mickey Mouse.....haha.... it's been fun.... and I could actually talk about Malaysian politics and get good feedback about it! and HELL YEAH GUYS GOSSIP WAY MORE THAN GIRLS... AND WE'RE BETTER AT IT.

~fuck I feel so gay right now...I think it's the lesbian porn that I just watched

Pissed off at somebody... more the reason to be racist to that particular race...DAMN YOU PEOPLE ARE SHYT!.... Don't judge me for being a racist... because everyone is!

omg... glanced through again the old blog... haha.. good times... and I stumble on the part about the WORST ARGUEMENT (WHICH NOW I CALL IT THE STUPIDEST THING I'VE DONE!). As I read, it all flashed back so fast! every detail of it... it was.... omg.....
Sorry ML... ah jeez... feels likes its uber too late. Sorry to K too.. I remember the mess up I made.... and it was at Pyramid too! fuck!!!!!!! everything in my life is from that mall!!!! worst dates,first job, sunglasses, Timberland shoes and shirt, Braun Buffel wallet, QS shorts, BritIndia Top,Raoul Shirt,Lacoste shirt, ear pierced, my iPod Touch and iMac, Bose Headphones...many more!...haha


ok.. I shall stop torturing myself reading it.... but yeah... most of what happen in the first did happen in the second too.... haihz...

Life... is all about changing, adapting.... I did... over the past four years... I create stories and blamed you to make myself feel better... but heck when I saw your name that day... May 27 2009! woo hoo.... damn I look like a wreck.....anyways... I'm of to bed... its late..... nights!

Check In: Life So Far

Since finding the RM100 during new year's clubbing nite till now.... life has been steadily nice. Found uber friends in college, spent alot and have nice meals.... even see nice stuffs too!

March? broke another V-goodness*Alexie's term* though... sisha..... FINALLY....

company a friend to the indian barber and left aside to watch Tamil movie and watch the indian work his hair cutting voodoo on him. Adding to that, finally stepped in Fig & Olive in Sunway Pyramid for lunch, food was good although price was a lil steep.

Fake punching sound, and people who can't die though been stabbed badly.

*Fig & Olive*
Sunway Pyramid

Semester is ending soon.... time really past so fast... wonder how I'm actually doing for my first semester at Inti, seems tough =( but coping, thanks to the many friends who are so jovial.

Picture of the month? a Suggestion box... with money in it?(at pasar Tani)... what's the first thing that came to my mind when I saw this? UMNO!!! MONEY POLITICS.... SUGGESTING MONEY POLITICS...haha classic!

MondayJournal ----> 50:50

Good/Bad day.....

had lots laughter.... sudden struck by emo-ness... and some stupid results. I was happy with my AG results though okok la. Deserved it.... tak study much kan. Became an alien when NW student went and see the dean to complaint the management class thingy... all keep laughing at me when the dean was looking at me... haha

Speech was... urgh... starting to hate it already... jeez... but i learned new funny words... made a fool out of myself. haih... Fun with friends nowadays.... never been so uber before this. =p

Hate English too..... and the boring Advertising... haihz... and Word Processing quiz... jeez.... almost fail...haha..

AG class... tried learning new words..... and tested people's command on BM, like polar bear and penguin in BM... beruang ais and burung ais... someone said... haha.... FARNEE betul!

Tuesdays always rock though =p haha

MondayJournal: I screwed up!

UHHHHHH... assignment, new assignment! US GOV. test, speech presentation....TAK GUNA...

skipped to class today to study government test and practice speech.... satu pun buat tak betul!!!

though i gotten 21.5 over 25 for speech... but I wasn't satisfied!!!! had so much to share....sobs...EMO.... and shyt... my written assignment is shyt long... so gonna get screwed by tomorrow...haha....

government test.... ish... hmmmm survived la I guess..... ish... at least the burden is over for today.... Jeez...

played pool with Pro Alexie today....and watch Mus squat on a sitting toilet bowl while being photo graphed by Natz... diarrhea act...haha.

Hope tomorrow will be a brighter day.... but still piled with work :( fark it!!!!... benci!

Dream Dream Dream...

Fucking dreams....
haha

esp when I get stuck in elevators in like 2 dreams straight.... 1 thanks to Val.... The phone rang... interpreted as a malfunction in a dream...damn it was horror

Not to mention the crazy ritual I went through.... haih... and recurrence of thoughts and I just wrote it off my mind... jeezz.... woke up feeling farking emo.... I felt so much in that dream... O damn you... Just leave.... don't come and go. haih. Cycling, running, driving... damn it feels like GTA...