If you love me...you change...
if he did...why can't you?
If he gets cut he bleeds...
don't you too?
When I got nothing nice to say, I'll shut up
When you got nothing nice to say..you should do the same
shoulda, woulda, coulda have been different...
It's you that dent my studies most....
be proud
I look at you with such disdain
Tell Me Something Good...
Thursday, January 25, 2007
I've reconnect with my old high school buddy recently and I really thought back about who I was and who I am right now...I mean...because I'm meeting this friend of mine tomorrow...I had a self valuation so I don't shock myself tomorrow also.
I can say that I change thanks to all my college buddies, peers and seniors....keke (not to forget lecturers as well). Who I was...was crap...haha...proud to type it here...gosh....how stupid of me...Grateful....thank you all. The best thing is being a new person with so much joy and laughter *though still emo...but cut down by 30% I can say*. I feel nice about myself now...though I'm not right at the top but I'm still happy cause I have friends whom are like family to me in college. My gal, my boss, my buddy and my bro are the most important people to me in college..Can't live without you guys....and gals...I mean...cause my boss is a gal...who knows, she's most likely my next feature entry person... =D
(Joel and The Legend)
I can say that I change thanks to all my college buddies, peers and seniors....keke (not to forget lecturers as well). Who I was...was crap...haha...proud to type it here...gosh....how stupid of me...Grateful....thank you all. The best thing is being a new person with so much joy and laughter *though still emo...but cut down by 30% I can say*. I feel nice about myself now...though I'm not right at the top but I'm still happy cause I have friends whom are like family to me in college. My gal, my boss, my buddy and my bro are the most important people to me in college..Can't live without you guys....and gals...I mean...cause my boss is a gal...who knows, she's most likely my next feature entry person... =D
(Joel and The Legend)
Have You Ever Thought Of Me?
Sunday, January 21, 2007
have you ever thought of me when you scolded me?
have you ever thought of me when you left me?
have you ever thought of me when you gave me a cold shoulder?
have you ever thought of me when you hit me?
have you ever thought of me when I stood up for you?
have you ever thought of me when I make those cards?
have you ever thought of me when I called you?
have you ever thought of me when I asked about you?
have you ever thought of me when you were sad?
have you ever thought of me when you are alone?
have you ever thought of me when I travel to see you?
have you ever thought of me when I called to say hello?
have you ever thought of me when I emailed you?
have you ever thought of me when I say those words?
have you ever thought of me when I tried my best?
have you ever thought of me when I gave you that rose?
have you ever thought of me when you reject me?
have you ever thought of me when I'm a nobody to you?
have you ever thought of me when I supported you?
have you ever thought of me when I messaged you?
have you ever thought of me when I thought about you?
~raining on sunday
have you ever thought of me when you left me?
have you ever thought of me when you gave me a cold shoulder?
have you ever thought of me when you hit me?
have you ever thought of me when I stood up for you?
have you ever thought of me when I make those cards?
have you ever thought of me when I called you?
have you ever thought of me when I asked about you?
have you ever thought of me when you were sad?
have you ever thought of me when you are alone?
have you ever thought of me when I travel to see you?
have you ever thought of me when I called to say hello?
have you ever thought of me when I emailed you?
have you ever thought of me when I say those words?
have you ever thought of me when I tried my best?
have you ever thought of me when I gave you that rose?
have you ever thought of me when you reject me?
have you ever thought of me when I'm a nobody to you?
have you ever thought of me when I supported you?
have you ever thought of me when I messaged you?
have you ever thought of me when I thought about you?
~raining on sunday
Digital Mall...
My dad woke me up so early Saturday morning so we could go to the Digital Mall in PJ...We thought we were already late but as typical Malaysians...stomach comes first. After breakfast...it was just a 2minute walk away to the mall....and to our surprise...it's not even open yet but the amount of people QUEUING was like a caterpillar...damn Malaysian are kinda stupid these days.
(look at the crowd)
It was said to be open at 10.30 but but....it opened at 12 instead...and imagine...the amount of people waiting to rush in...haha but I guess the dragon and lion dance show kinda calm the crowd down. I was calm all the time "looking" around and checking out the grand prize car which is the Toyota Yaris. It was scary there as people started shouting...and even boo-ing the minister while he was giving he's scripted speech...lame lame...
The security guards were like gangster with no brains...haha..he thinks that Malaysia is some communist country...man....go back to your motherland doods!!!
(one of them fell...ouch)
(the pro white lion)
Finally after photoshoot and the performance...Digital Mall was open...actually...grand opening. People were going all mad for the bidding crap but my dad and I was so chill only went thumb drive hunting...He wouldn't get me the THX Altec Lansing speakers I wanted...aihz...but I got the exact same thumbdrive that I bought for Kayal for Christmas....lots and lots people and stuffs...it's like a mini PC fair...but the downside....I was squeezing with stinko people...I almost die FYI....
(my handphone!!!)
(look at the crowd)
It was said to be open at 10.30 but but....it opened at 12 instead...and imagine...the amount of people waiting to rush in...haha but I guess the dragon and lion dance show kinda calm the crowd down. I was calm all the time "looking" around and checking out the grand prize car which is the Toyota Yaris. It was scary there as people started shouting...and even boo-ing the minister while he was giving he's scripted speech...lame lame...
The security guards were like gangster with no brains...haha..he thinks that Malaysia is some communist country...man....go back to your motherland doods!!!
(one of them fell...ouch)
(the pro white lion)
Finally after photoshoot and the performance...Digital Mall was open...actually...grand opening. People were going all mad for the bidding crap but my dad and I was so chill only went thumb drive hunting...He wouldn't get me the THX Altec Lansing speakers I wanted...aihz...but I got the exact same thumbdrive that I bought for Kayal for Christmas....lots and lots people and stuffs...it's like a mini PC fair...but the downside....I was squeezing with stinko people...I almost die FYI....
(my handphone!!!)
Sunday In Malaysia
After all this time
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
Sunday morning rain is falling
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave
Pray that it's raining on sunday
Stormin' like crazy
We'll hide under the covers all afternoon
Baby whatever comes monday
Can take care of itself
'cause we got better things that we could do
When it's raining on sunday
I never thought we'd be here
Never thought we'd be here
When my love for you was blind
But I couldn't make you see it
Couldn't make you see it
That I loved you more than you'll ever know
Sunday morning rain is falling
That may be all I need
In darkness she is all I see
Come and rest your bones with me
Driving slow on sunday morning
And I never want to leave
Pray that it's raining on sunday
Stormin' like crazy
We'll hide under the covers all afternoon
Baby whatever comes monday
Can take care of itself
'cause we got better things that we could do
When it's raining on sunday
FEATURE ENTRY: *Thierry Yoges*
Thursday, January 18, 2007
While Thierry Henry is the Law on the soccer field....Mr. Yoges here is the Law within the 4 walls of Room 10.7 of SEGi College Subang Jaya. A quick intro will be that he's my Business Law lecturer that I've been waiting for...for almost 8 months for him to teach me and I finally got him. When I first saw this man....automatically I think I saw Thierry Henry...haha...tall and bald *no offense* he looks like my soccer hero..haha
Sadly for a very high profilic lecturer like him....our poor head of the college doesn't know his own staffs...although he's just part time in my college. It took me 3 classes with him before I really dedicate this month's Feature Entry to him...and he's the second for a lecturer in my blog...haha. From squatting down in the night club late at night to buying Big Mac in McDonald's to stealing marker pens...this lecturer has bring fun and education together like a piece of cake...pro...young....and fun...He's to be said to be the best lecturer I ever have in this college. Though he has certain rules in class but it doesn't intimidate us like how other lecturers do.
(spot the difference!!!)
The best thing about his class is that I wouldn't mind not having a break *except toilet break* because listening to him educating us is like watching a movie. He makes things really simple for us and really care about his students...unlike the Management that only bothers about what's going on right but never about the customers *who are ALWAYS RIGHT!!!*
I really respect this dude who come home late and get scolding from his wife....*well, that's what he said in class*
He's a Jolly good fellow
and no one can deny... =D
Sadly for a very high profilic lecturer like him....our poor head of the college doesn't know his own staffs...although he's just part time in my college. It took me 3 classes with him before I really dedicate this month's Feature Entry to him...and he's the second for a lecturer in my blog...haha. From squatting down in the night club late at night to buying Big Mac in McDonald's to stealing marker pens...this lecturer has bring fun and education together like a piece of cake...pro...young....and fun...He's to be said to be the best lecturer I ever have in this college. Though he has certain rules in class but it doesn't intimidate us like how other lecturers do.
(spot the difference!!!)
The best thing about his class is that I wouldn't mind not having a break *except toilet break* because listening to him educating us is like watching a movie. He makes things really simple for us and really care about his students...unlike the Management that only bothers about what's going on right but never about the customers *who are ALWAYS RIGHT!!!*
I really respect this dude who come home late and get scolding from his wife....*well, that's what he said in class*
He's a Jolly good fellow
and no one can deny... =D
God Is Great
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
Such a common true statement right?
Well...But today...God did show His greatness to me and I really felt His presence.
Good and bad...He was with me all the time...
What I am today is who I am...it's me alone...not influence by and friends or buddies or chicks around me.
Today I was greatly tested...and I failed again...and this time was a whole new level.
But out of the failure..there was still a light to guide me home...to safety...where my loved one don't have to worry. I might be a friend who can neglect other friends when the priorities kicks in but I NEVER let go anyone who insults or talk bad about my friends...especially the once I care the most and the closest who cares about me.
I don't care if you're my other close friend or my parents or my relatives....NEVER EVER talk bad about my clicks. If you pass judgment on them...it means you're also passing bad judgment on me...cause I choose to allow this friends of mine into my life.
Being taught to grow backwards in life was so sickening...As I grow older...more fear has been pumped into my brain. From when I was 8 years old, I only fear of breaking a bone when I fall but when I'm 18...my fear is not getting a job because the world is so challenging and "so small". I want to break the habit and not pass it down to my kids in the distant future.
What happened today was...bearable...and I survived...praise the Lord.
I know my weakness...but do you?
-Psykotha
Well...But today...God did show His greatness to me and I really felt His presence.
Good and bad...He was with me all the time...
What I am today is who I am...it's me alone...not influence by and friends or buddies or chicks around me.
Today I was greatly tested...and I failed again...and this time was a whole new level.
But out of the failure..there was still a light to guide me home...to safety...where my loved one don't have to worry. I might be a friend who can neglect other friends when the priorities kicks in but I NEVER let go anyone who insults or talk bad about my friends...especially the once I care the most and the closest who cares about me.
I don't care if you're my other close friend or my parents or my relatives....NEVER EVER talk bad about my clicks. If you pass judgment on them...it means you're also passing bad judgment on me...cause I choose to allow this friends of mine into my life.
Being taught to grow backwards in life was so sickening...As I grow older...more fear has been pumped into my brain. From when I was 8 years old, I only fear of breaking a bone when I fall but when I'm 18...my fear is not getting a job because the world is so challenging and "so small". I want to break the habit and not pass it down to my kids in the distant future.
What happened today was...bearable...and I survived...praise the Lord.
I know my weakness...but do you?
-Psykotha
This Love....has taken its...errr....Man I'm Loving it!!!
Monday, January 15, 2007
Okok...lets start at the most recent good thing that happen...My dad gave me money to settle my mountain high phone bill. Ya I'm smiling right now despite knowing I failed my M'sian Studies and be bugged by my S*upid principal...My day today was fine...it's as usual...some part is gonig back to last year where I wait for someone till 6 in the evening. And my ADP friends are back in college!!! yippie!!!
Err...every other matter...Hmm...It's going great this 2weeks and I really enjoy my lecturers this semester....Friends have been great and my best friend has make it all happen for me!!! Monetary wise...bleeding badly...gosh...got to really curtail my spending wei.
My emo days...errr....hmmm....kinda over but I still am....but much less already. Guess I've grown?haha. I suppose to be watching Akon right now but here I am sitting here blogging...though life.
Just as how I really let go of things...then it starts to come back...well...not to say I hate it...but...hmm....what a test from God I guess...
(I took it off....but it's in a safe place)
(me and keychains...really go well)
(but this new keychain keeps me safe!!!hahaha...not the lizard of course)
Funny how things come when you really least expect it...man....its just the beginning of 2007 and so much has already happen and the "best" was spraining my toe...it's the annual foot injury and it just have to occur so early this year...last year was a torn tissue at my feet and 2005 was a bad swell at the big right toe....Love 2007 so far...though it's just 2 weeks...thanks to all my friends!!!! I love you all and I LOVE YOU MOST!!!
Err...every other matter...Hmm...It's going great this 2weeks and I really enjoy my lecturers this semester....Friends have been great and my best friend has make it all happen for me!!! Monetary wise...bleeding badly...gosh...got to really curtail my spending wei.
My emo days...errr....hmmm....kinda over but I still am....but much less already. Guess I've grown?haha. I suppose to be watching Akon right now but here I am sitting here blogging...though life.
Just as how I really let go of things...then it starts to come back...well...not to say I hate it...but...hmm....what a test from God I guess...
(I took it off....but it's in a safe place)
(me and keychains...really go well)
(but this new keychain keeps me safe!!!hahaha...not the lizard of course)
Funny how things come when you really least expect it...man....its just the beginning of 2007 and so much has already happen and the "best" was spraining my toe...it's the annual foot injury and it just have to occur so early this year...last year was a torn tissue at my feet and 2005 was a bad swell at the big right toe....Love 2007 so far...though it's just 2 weeks...thanks to all my friends!!!! I love you all and I LOVE YOU MOST!!!
Monday, January 08, 2007
2007
1>>>Money!!! *Desperate for it*
2>>>Perfect Valentines for my gal and myself *It will be if I have No.1*
3>>Drivers license *to show that I'm a grown up..keke*
4>Bag *my current is...undefined*
5>Shoes *at least one pair*
6>Graphic card *I wanna play games with my com!!!*
7>Altec Lansing THX speakers *enjoy great sound*
8>Timberland jacket *It's so nice!!!*
9>Sony Vaio *my own personal Laptop*
10>>>Watch the sunrise with someone special *I have a person in mind*
11>>>My secret plan to work as how I've planned it *since last year..haha*
12>>Swiss knife *with hell loads of functions*
1>>>Money!!! *Desperate for it*
2>>>Perfect Valentines for my gal and myself *It will be if I have No.1*
3>>Drivers license *to show that I'm a grown up..keke*
4>Bag *my current is...undefined*
5>Shoes *at least one pair*
6>Graphic card *I wanna play games with my com!!!*
7>Altec Lansing THX speakers *enjoy great sound*
8>Timberland jacket *It's so nice!!!*
9>Sony Vaio *my own personal Laptop*
10>>>Watch the sunrise with someone special *I have a person in mind*
11>>>My secret plan to work as how I've planned it *since last year..haha*
12>>Swiss knife *with hell loads of functions*
What A Way To Start 2007
Friday, January 05, 2007
Let's put aside New Year's celebration and all because I know I don't have the best of it to brag about here. But it's back to college on 3rd January...not for class but to take care of the orientation (for a little while as I didn't pump in much effort....many friends were there that were happy with the job). The intake was like mine last year...because it's January...so the intake population is about 30-40 people I guess. After the boring orientation...I was at the cinema watching Cadaver...some "freaky" Thai movie that was suppose to scare the shit out of me but it didn't...Still worth watching though...keke...*winks winks*
The best was on the 4th January...which is yesterday
I thought class will be hard as the subject title speaks for itself. Morning class was Business Class...handled by Mr. Yoges who was late for class (with a very good reason because the Management of the college ***KS). He was late going through our new syllabus at the 2nd floor...but while waiting for him...our dear principal came in and ask who our lecturer is...we gave a name and the best part was his reaction...."Who is Mr. Yoges?" Man...you're putting charcoal all over your face!!! What a shame...what a shame...Back to Mr. Yoges...He really made class fun...unlike some other lecturers...with him...we don't even think of asking for a break! That's how cool he is...Maybe from my point of view..it's like a deception class like how Mr. Uthaya did...first class all nice and sweet but after that...CRAP!!!...but I believe this won't happen again.
At noon was Business Statistics class by Mr. Bala...our beloved Business Math lecturer during my 2nd semester...I pass your paper ok sir!!! huhu!!!... Well, he was trying out a different approach this time and tried to create humor in class but it didn't really happen (for me)...no offense Mr. Bala...just stick to teaching...you're doing great there sir..too bad some assholes in the class don't appreciate you neither do they respect you.
After class, my friends and I went for cendol pulut at ss15...it's fun because we haven't seen each other in a long time...haha...friends like Syah (almost 1 year of friendship), Izzat, Stephanie and Kayal (<3). It was fun and I enjoyed the whole day smiling... =D
It's a beautiful day...
The best was on the 4th January...which is yesterday
I thought class will be hard as the subject title speaks for itself. Morning class was Business Class...handled by Mr. Yoges who was late for class (with a very good reason because the Management of the college ***KS). He was late going through our new syllabus at the 2nd floor...but while waiting for him...our dear principal came in and ask who our lecturer is...we gave a name and the best part was his reaction...."Who is Mr. Yoges?" Man...you're putting charcoal all over your face!!! What a shame...what a shame...Back to Mr. Yoges...He really made class fun...unlike some other lecturers...with him...we don't even think of asking for a break! That's how cool he is...Maybe from my point of view..it's like a deception class like how Mr. Uthaya did...first class all nice and sweet but after that...CRAP!!!...but I believe this won't happen again.
At noon was Business Statistics class by Mr. Bala...our beloved Business Math lecturer during my 2nd semester...I pass your paper ok sir!!! huhu!!!... Well, he was trying out a different approach this time and tried to create humor in class but it didn't really happen (for me)...no offense Mr. Bala...just stick to teaching...you're doing great there sir..too bad some assholes in the class don't appreciate you neither do they respect you.
After class, my friends and I went for cendol pulut at ss15...it's fun because we haven't seen each other in a long time...haha...friends like Syah (almost 1 year of friendship), Izzat, Stephanie and Kayal (<3). It was fun and I enjoyed the whole day smiling... =D
It's a beautiful day...
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