Stand Alone

I sat in loneliness by the chair
wondering what wasn't and what was fair
I've always been good
but never great
sometimes it's the wrong words I say
but heck I'm only human for God's sake
so damn close yet so far
just let it go and let it scar
for a heart as black as tar

The pain is here
set in motion as I was sitting by that chair
why today?not yesterday?
why now but not before?

*I love you my iToucH*(just had to say it...keke)



losing is never gaining

Life Life Life....before being 19

Another 5 more days till I turn 19...How's life so far?...hmmmm

Firstly...This country seriously needs CONSTANT supervision on the price hike happening all over...It's killing the citizen...it's killing the students...The case below here is very disturbing for a moderate college student who just wants to fill his stomach


one SMALL Nasi Lemak and TWO of those fishcakes = RM1.80
in college cafeteria...

Hmm...another issue will be white elephants lying around places...well if it looks good then it's acceptable but if it's really white and doesn't look right at all.....aihz.....it needs to be improvised. Take a look below:


*nice right now....keke....*

Pest pest...I know I'm one around my friend...when they makan habis sometimes...haha...but worms around the plants in my house is simply ew!!!!!!!!



Classes this semester are really boring!!!! keke....Miss Latha damn emo when people make noise...Janice being the same old Janice but with nicer clothes...and Ms Renne...haha....She's alright =D


*Bwuek...Miss Latha childish destroy my pen castle!!!!...ish!*


Last but not least...support a friend...keke...and my friend Ken here sudah jadi Vice President Student Council.... =D and here's a video of him =D



Haha...PY...hope you watch this gal!!!

Kimi Raikkonen

*yes yes....I'm number ONE.....First race and last race!!!*

Finally the Formula 1 season has come to and end...what a tragic end for Lewis....Stupid DESPO driver....He should kept his cool....or God really didn't want him to win just yet.


*King of Despo-S*


Real comeback was from Kimi!!! really worth the move to Ferrari?yup....He won because of stupid Hamilton...wahaha....but anyways it was well deserved as Ferrari was OUTSTANDING on the last race. But Kimi still look best in Mclaren colours...no doubt about it...keke...it makes Tag Heuer looks HAWT!!!




Fernando....our Formula naive kid.....should he stay...? or should he go?...my opinion...he should stay at Mclaren as Renault is not gonna go far next year...haha...



*Better in????*

The Day is Friday

But tak la ku makan at Fridays....
But I hang-ed out with my friends in the morning coz their class finished early....so we headed to Asia Cafe for lunch....Had mini mini crazy moments in the car...like the one below...wahaha



*awww...he matches the toy colour*

*The clothes colour I mean...heh heh...ain't a racist okay!!!*
*L-R: Joel,mini Joel, Devil Boon, Boon*




Congrats Ken btw...New President of Student Council, all started of when I teman you on Wednesday for Meeting...keke. Class was a drag...so sleepy..quite a simple subject actually...aihz...lecturer is a young emo gal that has a quite strong Indian accent felt like laughing though damn tired to laugh.

It was Aunt Nikki's birthday too, wanted to go to her house and drop a present....But But...dunno what to buy for her...so I cancelled in the end I plan another random visit to go see my dad in KL...but go Pavilion FIRST!!!...WA LAU WEH....I can never shop there...rich man land place...very very nice!!!

o o...wait...bus trip was fun this time along, was exchanging eye contact with a cute gal sitting opposite of me in the bus...she's kinda young though...and damn innocent looking...=D. Bus rides are FUN!!! *when would I see you again...?heheheh*


okok...back to Pavilion...First shop I stepped in was Nokia. Stupid forums are liars!!! Bwuek!!!
Then later I guess my dreams of a new handphone is dead when I fell for the new iPod Touch...damn the irresistable. Continued walking walking....then met up with my dad, walk somemore to see some home deco stuffs...*can do own self wan....I think I can make a fortune with my skills =D* Plus plus....got Tommy Hilfiger opening soon!!!



*ish...tak jadi!!! idea taken from HERE*='( I suck at art!!!!*

Going home was a pain since the Malaysian Public Transport sucks!!!...especially when gangster taxi drivers are such bastards...got short cut also wanna charge so much...Mother Fucker, if use gas also won't cost him more than RM 2 for 2-way...wanna charge RM 15...FAGGOTS...INDIANS, MALAYS or CHINESE...all the same MALAYSIAN ATTITUDE!!!! *Malaysia Boleh!!!*

Holidays Well Spent

Well...just 2mor days and I'll be back to college...3weeks holidays has been nothing but a drag actually....Lucky I have Ares to download TV series that I watch most...

so..let me give you the break down of what I have watched so far...




Kyle XY season 2: 13 episodes *slow, I know....*
Heroes season 2: 3 episodes
Smallville season 7: 3 episodes



That comes down to a total of 19 episodes of TV series.....Let's assume each episode is 41 minutes on average. That's like 779 minutes OR almost 13 hours!!! And I watch it on the com...damn, rosak la mata aku ini...



I love Claire, Lana, Chloe, Kara!!!!!
keke

Kyle XY ADDICT!!!

yupz yupz...the song below is taken from Kyle XY season 2...
I know I'm a little slow on this show like how I was with Heroes season 1....but still got very hooked to it!!!





It might be a slow show but damn the TOUCHING WEI!!!....almost cried a few episode....damn...or was it me just being emo? swt swt....

So now gotta wait for the second half of the second season next year!!!.....For now..it's back to Smallville 7 and Heroes 2.... weee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

heh heh...Limau....jangan la jealous okayz.....bwuek!!!! =p


*Kirsten Prout!!!!*

I See You, You See Me....Differently

By my side,
you’ll never be
By my side,
you’ll never be

Cause I’m fake at the seams,
I’m lost in my dreams, and
And I want you to know,
that I can’t let you go




And you’re never coming home again,
And you’re never coming home again

By my side,
you’ll never be
By my side,
you’ll never be
you’ll never be

I wanted to tell you I changed,
I wanted to tell you that things would be different this time

I see you, you see me...
Differently...
I see you, you see me...
Differently...


You tell me that you love me but you never want to see me again
You tell me that you love me but you never want to see me again
You tell me that you love me but you never want to see me again
You tell me that you love me but you never want to see me again

Ramadan Month is Where

you can do stupid PARIAH things and not get pushed for it....well at least in Malaysia...I'm not dissing the religion and all....I know it's the holy month but are the really fasting? r just for the sake of it? many people I know don't fast anymore...

It doesn't apply to the Malays only...but all....seriously...Ramadan is where it get the worst cause people park where the FUCK they like without even bothering that they might be obstructing traffic...all they want is their food...

C'mon, here you are fasting in the holly month but you people are doing shyt like that...Then what's the use of it?....Well....when the Malays can do it...So others like Chinese and Indians will go...."they can, why we cannnot? can la...Malaysia Boleh ma....apa apa pun boleh"



*See that rich PARIAH Double parking...He couldn't give shyt though he nows that he is obstructing traffic....I think he also park in the disable parking lot..MENTALLY DISABLED BASTARD!!!*



*WGW 6282...ya that's thePariah!!!....10minutes and still obstructing traffic!!!*

It really shows the ugly part of Malaysian of the TIDAK APA attitude...This should be the biggest and most important task for our Prime Minister....CHANGE THE FUCKING MINDSET OF OUR MALAYSIANS!!!...

Lastly....who on Earth invented double parking or triple parking? readers around the world...please drop a comment if your country does this crap too....

A Day Out With Ken

Boringggggggggggggggggggggggggg-nya....

keke...yesterday I spent time with my friend Ken as he wanna be part of the Student Council....

Morning went Dim-Sum with him and Peik Yee....was slow makan session...and awkward for me..keke.He tak jadi service car, queue too long... so we head to Sarah's house to fetch her go college...Meeting was a drag...I couldn't take it...lucky Lulu was something pleasant to look at =D


*The very lala "event(ful)" manager of Sudent Council Firdaus*

After that...we tak jadi movie because..STUPID MEETING LA!!!....One fucking fat D-cup guy think he knows he knows it all. Stupid giler!!


*nice right Pyramid 2...Sarah and Allie miss this place when they came here the FIRST time...sad!!!!....keke.....bwuek*

But then we went roaming at Sunway Pyramid 2...keke...I was so tired, I was half sleep walking....keke

At the end of the day, I cut my hair after Ken dropped me off back at Summit...
heh heh...Boring...more meetings to come!!!

Spill the BEANS!!!

Funny how I know you...As time go by, we gotten close until I even thought I could be with you. It didn't happen of course but I still get to orbit close...but it's funny how things are when I'm next to you...I don't feel it, I don't believe it. I just sense it most when we communicate over the net. You are one of my BESTIE though...haha....wanna a badge?

-the weird heart -

I don't know how's it gonna be with you...Hate it when a brain doesn't function like a hard drive where I can just erase what I don't need whenever I want to. But I'll live...that's what I'll say...because I really will. I don't know what was going through your mind.

-the weird heart-

And I can't get you off my head...not once or twice...but thrice. Is it really just me? going gila...c'mon!!!!!!! What I feel is nothing that can change anything....if it can really change? nah....I'll just stick to reality...woo hoo

-the stupid brains-

Why I Want To Eat At Fridays?

Because I'm feeling really hungry now? I just ate a sausage McMuffin this morning....stomach singing song already!!! and I keep seeing T.G.I Fridays adverts flashing on my blog... not sakit mata...sakit perut!!! HUNGRY!!!!

Hmmm...honestly...I haven't EATEN in Fridays before....been there though...the Subang outlet to celebrate Kawan's birthday where he got to stand on the chair and got happy birthday song for him...*jealous gilerrrr* I only got a watermelon juice coz I was broke.....*sad...sympathy post maybe?? =p*

But drools ok!!!I see my kawan-kawan makan...I steal a little here and there...like tikus lidat...wakaka....pity me....parents never take me there before.... ='( I behave already what past few weeks....wahaha...demon me as usual!!

Isn't it nice to get Friday's to buy me lunch....finally my RM 39.90++ dream can come true!!!...mana tahu...ngam ngam my birthday dapat...woo hoo...no only that...can meet 49 great bloggers as well... =D *man I can picture myself there now*


*Thank you Thank you...you're far to kind!!!.....Joel's 21st at Friday's Subang Parade*


If mummy daddy can't do it.... Friday's CAN!!! right....right???

Robin Van Persie

Great stuffs from Robin Van Persie to rocket Arsenal back up to the Premier League Table when he strike two goals past the Sunderland goalkeeper. It was a routine free kick first goal for him....but his second and Arsenal's third was simply stunning whe he received a nice ball from teammate Theo Walcott...

*A nice supply by Theo......Van Persie controls it with his left leg and..........scores with his left leg as well....a great move by Van Persie....a WELL DESERVED GOAL!!!!!!*


Yet another young and talented player in Arsenal....


*a great volley goal against Charlton 2006/2007 season*

At Ikea for the First Time

Yup yup...Today I was out with my soccer buddy Nestea along with his coursemate to Ikea to shop... Lunch was at Kim Gary then the window shopping starts at Ikea....And I met the girl of my DREAMS!!!! *melts melts happy hyperness!!!!*

Over hyperness leads to hunger....so yeah....we dropped by at Lengkung's*The Curve* Secret Recipe to makan cake.... miss my Carrot Slice. *still hyper!!!!*


*at the overstaffed BigApple Donut shop...*

keke...life is fun!!!...keke....kinda tired though...

tomorrow I'll be at Time Square to help one of my seniors in his event....be there from 11 onwards okay people...near GSC...do come aights... =D

A Dream Come TRUE

I thought it was already all special for me today....but just to add....it's also the 100th post for the year of 2007...So much hyper-ness and happiness today....

I met Marion Caunter at IKEA!!!....
But I'll spare the details of me meeting her....but I never felt so hyper in my life before...
Damn I've should wear nicer clothes... ='(

Best Best BEST day of my life................SO FAR!!!!
keke.....

Damn I'm fat!!!!...hmph!!!


*I just get hyper and happy again and again just by looking at this picture!!!*


Feel so loved................by God....keke
Give....and you will be given more.....*was it like*
Well, it's not extra boost of money this time around.....but.... =D *smiles BIG BIG!!!*

5th October 2007

I watched Resident Evil 3: Extinction with Sarah, Joel, Ken and Firdaus.....best part was Sarah trying to not to get scared by predicting the scary point in a scene.... "now...now.....boom...boom...." While Ken, Firdaus and Joel where all curled up in their seat being scared....haha...

Me? I got shocked here and there....It was THX...loud....and sudden....man.....can die I tell you...

Love / lovED This Day

5th October 2004
5th October 2006

The few best days of my life.....SO FAR!!!....

I chilled when you held me,
It was nice



I'm feeling the cold now

What do I see?