18 is Just Another Number...

Well...finally I'm 18...woohoo...ya.....right......shit.....nothing special happened today...

no loved ones,
no friends,
nobody!.....
I woke up hindering everything...I'm so alone the whole morning waiting for the Dell technician to fix this com which is working healthy now....I 'm so emo that sounded the people that I had to talk to....but now...I'm still at home....I'm going to college soon for a reason that I myself don't know.

Life is so shaky since last week and I can say....I'm having my November period now....still so emo............
while waiting for the tech guy...I was blasting songs....and every song in the cd made me worst...I feel trap in my own home on my birthday...


Lloré tanto desde que ayer. ..so mucho dolor en mí. ..I se siente una lanza por el corazón. Duele. wanna ..I oye esas palabras. ..but que lo parece hasta ahora lejos...

Il mio cuore la chiama cosí molto. ..so molto che potrebbe cambiare delle cose...


I'm feeling so stress also at the moment...with the workload and speaker that just turns me off.

I'm off to college soon I guess...hope it can heal me being there with friends.


-Broken-

Nothing can really fix me now...Zelfs niet wat ik echt wil. ..what ik wil pijn mij, die ik hem niet heb. ..it doodt mij...

Ik ben een stervelinge ook...


Thanks to all my friends that message me even from 3 a.m. in the morning. Really miss you people...hope we can meet up soon...I feel much better letting it out in my blog...finally..I'm online again......I feel lighter now....But I'm still very deep down...


me prendre. ..I've a été l'attente. ..always volonté. ..though le soleil pourrait régler juste



first foreign-where matadors come from
second- where pizza come from
third- first thing that came to my mind are windmills

there I go...an update...thanks to my fans...so bloody concern wan....keke.....k...I'm off....



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