All together now...Collections

Februari
pernah kuselami perasaan ini,
pernah kugenggam ia milikku,
tetapi...ia telah berlalu,
kini ku hanya segan silu

pernah kuselami perasaan ini...
dengan gadis kuminati,
siang malam tak terhenti,
terpukau wajah ayunya di mindaku ini

walau dua dunia,
hatiku ingin jadi miliknya...
Biar gerimis cintanya padaku,
kumasih ingin bersarang di hatinya

ku tulus,
ku ikhlas,
di sisimu kurasa bebas,
tanpamu hatiku cemas

pernah kuselami perasaan ini,
kuharap ia kembali,
waktu bulan purnama Februari

Kasih
tak kau sedar?
tak kau fikir?
Bertapa pentingnya kau di lubuk hatiku...

Cintaku manis,
cintaku sejati,
tak pernah kami kelahi...
Hanya ingin bersama hingga akhirat menanti

takkan kulupa senyumanmu,
takkan kulupa bisikanmu...
Waktu bersama kuingat selalu

tak kumampu kehilanganmu,
kerana kini dua menjadi satu

buang kekeliruan,
hentikan syak wasangka,
biar hati suci...
dan cinta sejati

hanya dinda kumilikki di Bima Sakti ini

Abstract
Shan't I say lonely I'm not
Because as the sun don't shine,
even my shadow is not my company.

I've orbit & been orbited.
I've seen what I wanna see,
but I couldn't feel what I wanna feel.

Those were the days,
where happiness is everything while others are abstract.
& perfection was the word for us.

Confusion mislead me,
my thoughts ground me...
from reality that I'm still yet to conquer.
My tears flow in me but my outlook reflects the happiness of life...
like a mirror I am to everybody.

Messiah of my heart I shall address you...
for you are so caring & loving...
Making me feel essential you never fail to.
An eagle you are in the sky, conquerin the clouds that fill the sky.

Alexander The Great, Hitler, Julius Caesar...
legends they were & will always be in the mind of everyone.
But you my love conquered my heart,
something legends don't achieve.

And I always want to be conquered by you because you're my Messiah!

Friday
she's one in a million,
though we didn't meet at the station,
it has been a relationship build with passion

when I’m awake i ponder,
when I’m in slumber i wonder,
am i fond of her?
Its a thought with no answer

she's the one i seek when i feel bleak,
it's her words to me that cheers,
saving my precious nickel & dime over beers

Sister,
that’s all i called her...
How i wish if i could take a step closer...

Hilang
Langit bagai kehidupan,
panas,mendung dan hujan
semua telahku harungi,
yang cinta paling memahitkan...

Dulu dia bidadariku,kawan karibku,cinta pertamaku,
kini...ku bagaikan hantu kepadanya

Tiada lagi mentari dalam hidupku,
hanya hujan mendung mengaburiku,
hidupku bukan hidup lagi,
nyawa nyawa ikan pun tiada tanding...
dengan apaku alami...

Rindu semakin rindu,
dan hati terluka ini tiada ubatnya,
sejambak yang ada tetapi hanya sekuntum kuingini

Kenapa mu pergi...
tinggalkan ku berseorangan,
bagaikan bulan yang ditenggelami kegelapan

Oh dinda yang kukasihi,yang kucintai
pulanglah oh pulanglah...
ke sisi kanda yang sunyi sepi ini

Jelitawati
Ke mana kupandang,
di situ dia berada,
seorang jelitawati...
yang selalu kuimpi

Jauh di mata,
dekat di hati...
Adakah ini cinta?
Apakah itu cinta?

Matanya bersinar,
senyumnya manis,
ingin kudampingi,
seorang jelitawati

kurela bermandi hujan,
kurela meredah kepanasan...
untuk melihat wajahmu yang ayu

jika kukhayal waktu siang,
akan kumimpi waktu malam,
tak henti mencari kata kata cumbu...
untuk memikat hatimu...

seorang jelitawati...
tak ke mana akan kupergi,
sehingga hatimu kumiliki

Lost
In an oasis so green,
the most beautiful place I’ve ever seen,
where water flow,
& plants dance,
but how does one's love beauty compared to this?

She kept my heart beating,
she kept my blood warm,
but why did she had to leave,
this soul in deep pain & bitter grief

Though i lay on the oasis,
i still felt my life in crisis,
while i feast my eyes on d beauty...
I realize,
no grass so green,
no sky so blue,
than my love who was once so true

lost in desert's middle,
like on a boat with no paddle...
How i wish if i could fly,
so that i could conquer the sky...
And if i were to fall,
i wish to fall in love...

Satu
Dengan apa kuisi hatiku?
apa lagi jika bukan mu...

Sepintas,sejenak di mindaku...
terimbas kembali waktu cinta berputik,
dengan gadis ayu dan cantik

pernah kumohon cinta di perigi,
tak kusangka bermula pada pukul satu pagi...

Hampir setahun cinta menjadi,
tapi apa yang datang telahpun pergi,
meninggalkan kuseorang diri

hati hancur & hampa,
tak pernah bertegur sapa,
hati lembut menjadi batu,
kerana hanya menanti satu

Season
Summer is life,
everything was nice,
the brightest star shone,
on a flower i wanna love forever

Fall came not to long after,
from a lover i became a drifter,
as every leaf drop
and every petal dried...
to the flower I’d lost i always cried

Was i a love sinner?
Till i have to be solo all winter,
stranded alone in the blistering cold,
to find warmth was my only goal

every ice soon melted,
so did my heart...
I thought spring would be beautiful,
but i was only waited to be fooled

What i saw was dull,
but as i walk on the pavement ground,
i saw a flower with colours like no other...

Brought back colours to the rainbows,
ending my sickening sorrows,
finally promised a better tomorrow

for the one i believe,
turns out to be a thief,
i wonder what........
Omy, where’s my heart?

Believe
Looks fail desire,
shed mine & I’m transparent,
man with a heart,
a heart that burns passion

i once believe in perfection,
my mind knew it,
my heart felt it,
my soul lived it

how am i to trust it again?
Though i believe in it...
It will never be the same,
than the one that first came

with your gentle hands...
Guide me through darkness,
with your sweet voice...
Pamper my broken soul,
with your endless love...
Warm me through blistering cold

with you I’ll live,
without you I’ll grief,
every night i wish u won't leave,
cause i love you with every bit of me

Skylight
Ponder & wonder,
Although in deep slumber,
The silence of the heart,
Deafening one’s ear…

A day in a year I cherished,
But it is now perished,
She was the blossom that bloom,
And I wish I am her groom

A story without a climax,
Shock one’s heart,
Here I am wishing for a Ferrari,
But not even it’s shadows to be seen

Thinking back I always do,
For the one who was…
And my only boo.

Slumber Zzzz…
It takes me back,
Memories and thoughts appear,
Wish I could relive my past,
Where the beautiful spring never ends,
But the unwanted is catching up,
Calling and messaging me wassup.

All sorrow and dilemma was gone,
When I embrace the sunset at Yellowville lake,
The sunset tells me how beautiful life is,
And the tranquil waters calms me…

Hoping for someone,
Who can wash away all my sorrows,
And bring me to a brighter tomorrow,
Someone who makes me love again,
Never more to dilemmas and pain…

This is true from my heart,
For the ONE I’ve been waiting…
Though we’re not deep with each other,
I’ll take the extra step to know you better.

SorrY…
Blinded by love once,
Never was it fun,
All neglected except one…

How sorry can it be?
When all is broken…
Trying to salvage with no courage

“Nothing is forever”
said someone who knew better…

My many sorry can make a story,
Please forgive this friend,
If you can

Everlasting
It’s been fortnights,
Days I live through,
as blind as a bat wonders,
Nights I’ve been through…
As lonely as the moon I can say when it shines without stars

Wondering aimlessly without my compass…
Being lost I’ve been & helpless I am

Don’t have to be stranded on the island to be lonely,
But a missing piece of my heart tears me down

True to you I’ll always be,
Waiting I will though forever it takes,
Whatever it takes trembles me not,
For your undying love I’m dying for…

No man will ever love you the way I do,
Because a step they take is a step I’ve taken

A platform you’re not to my love legacy,
But a golden pathway to eternal happiness you are to me…
You’ve always been my queen,
Stepped down you did but your throne remains,
My heart is your country…
Since you left,
Everything’s a mess

Words are speechless,
Picture speaks a thousand words,
All I want is the best of you…
Because you complete me.


Feeling
if i didn't let you know...
how'd far you'll go,
till destiny part us...
while fate fails to match us

a gap defies,
a distance seperates...
a forbidden love that lies ahead


i maybe younger,
but my feelings are deeper...
just too bad we don't really know each other

i'll take a step to see you smile,
i'll write you a poem to make you happy,
i'll wait for your love to shine upon me...

Give me your hand & i'll won't let go,
i'll stand by you & see you glow...
for all i know,you're the i'm dying to know more

Jiwa
rambut sama hitam,
hati lain lain,
itulah kebenaran cinta dalam hidup

hati rasa cemburu,
sampai perlu mengasah kuku,
untuk suatu dendam,
yang kian lama terpendam

biarpun dia racun padaku,
tapi apa kuingin ingat ialah dia penawar hatiku

hampir setahun berlalu,
namun hatiku ini masih layu,
Hidup tak berani,
Bila kubawa diri kemana pergi...

tak inginku terus begini,
kerana masa depan cerah menanti.

Padamu
Kekeliruan meributkan hati,
benarkah cinta penawar sakti?
Bolehkah hidup baik kembali...

Ampun seribu ampun,
tapi masih tidak kagum...
Keikhlasan sesuci mawar,
jangan ditolak mahupun diketawa

soal cinta bukan untuk dipersenda,
dengan manis kata kata...

dengan mataku kupandang padamu,
dengan hatiku kurindu padamu,
dengan kata kataku kulafazkan cinta...
padamu...yang hanya kusayangi

Distance
You've been gone more than a month,
my life wasnt much fun...
I miss you lots,
I miss you tons

Here i am waiting,
for you to say something...
to make me smile,
not to make me wild,
your heart might not be in mine,
but i'll turn up just fine

when it matters most,
i will travel the coast,
To you...i'll find,
hope our hearts bind

Essential
With you i've spend time,
worth more than a million dime,
will it come again...
will it be the same?

I wish,i could,i hope...
To tell u something, but your heart can't cope

soon you're off again,
to a place knowledge you gain,
friends there keep you sane,
but friends here define you

one told me,
there are many fishes in the sea,
for now...
let fish be fish,
a step too quick can be foolish

when you pass the gate,please don't cry...
Cause this ain't the last goodbye

CRUSH
Is this love?
Or just a crush...
Thinking of you gives me a rush,
but when i face you i blush

i just wanna say i miss you very much...
From the bottom of my heart!